Tomorrow is the day. My first day of our first cycle of clomid. For most of the trouble trying to conceive community, this is the mildest, easiest first step treatment. Baby steps compared to IVF. But to me, it’s the first step onto the infertility train to mystery land. No idea where we’re going or for how long or if we’ll ever reach a destination.
I can no longer explain away our problems to timing or just misalignments. Now that we are actively taking steps to treat infertility, I guess it all just feels so real now.
I’ll update the next 5 days to share my experience at “club clomid,” but like the rest of you, I’m hoping it’s a short stay!